Remember when?

remember when A,B,C's was as easy as 1,2,3

when together meant you and me?

When elementy school was our playground?

Remember when we would make adventures till we found them?

When tricking mom was a game instead of a hobby?

When we both found out we were black?

When crying meant you you were laughing so hard, and not that you forgot to laugh?

Remember when having each others back really meant " im there for you?"

When life made sense?

When we were little?

Remember when you lied that you were ok?

when we found out you had a problem?

when we couldn't find a cure?

when i blamed myself?

i remember the pills,

the lies,

the screams,

the cries,

the look on your face,

when you said "i don't belong in this place"

and that random little place, you would always trace

Remember how that made mom cry?

how they couldn't let you go, but had to?

how i thought life would be better with out you, but i lied too.

do you remember? Because i feel my self, forgetting....