You want to know what's hard? Life is freakin hard. Its hard to know you were made for so much more but your being treated like your so much less. Its hard to love someone who does not love you back. To see them wish about some other girl when you're standing right there wishing you were that other girl. Its hard to think about how my life could have been and having to live it by how it should have been. Its hard making that someday a today. Its hard living up to something you're not. Its dang hard letting go of something that used to make you so happy. Its hard being what your not. Its hard forgetting the past. Its hard listening to my parents talk about their day like i should be proud to live in mine ...when i don't. It sucks.
I feel ya. Life totally sucks sometimes and it makes it worse when people say their lives are harder. Everyone has their own problems and its not a contest. Things are harder or easier for different people. I wish everyone would understand that.
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